this is what lazy days do to people

I have been so. incredibly. lazy. the past couple of days. For real. I've literally spent more hours in my bed this past week than I think I have in my whole life. It's horrible but secretly satisfying and life continues on. So it's whatever.

I've thought a lot about when I lived in London. Because two years ago this time of year I was getting ready to leave. And I've thought a lot about how I need to go back. For the betterment of my health. Or really just because I want to. But a dry bank account is preventing that. 

So I write poetry instead.. . 

Negatives.
If all the world was black and white
we'd view everything in variants of
dark and light,

and understand the idea that took
far too long to install,
that we're really just the same
inside after all.





xo.pa